Secrets

I feel like my life is just one huge secret. There's so much about me that noone knows.

Certain things my parents know, but not other very important people to me. &

then those very important people know stuff about me that my parents &

family don't even know. I can't take it anymore. It's even something

that I can't really say on here...

I've chosen to live this lifestyle knowing that my life has to be one...big...HUGE...

SECRET.

So I guess I just have to deal with it.

Anyways, last night I fell off the wagon & ate a bazillion calories....

I know, I'm a fuck up. Apparently I don't have as much

will power as I thought. But it's ok, my limit for today

is only (300) & I've already had about (200).

Todays a new day & I can do this...

I will do this.