Stop Bitching

"How can you love me when I am ugly? I guess I can only hope."- LIGHTS

Well I started this week out fasting then by tuesday it was an epic fail. I was doing

great until my dad & mom had to sit me down and have a little talk with me

about not eating. I know it would be easier to just hide it from them but

that's not like me at all. In my house, there's no going without eating

& not having someone notice it. So anyways, on tuesday I wasn't

only getting it from my parents...my brother & sister were

bitching at me too. I need to figure out some way to

avoid letting them get to me, because I know

they're still going to bitch & complain.

What they don't understand is that

this is going to make me a

happier person. I'm

going to feel so

much better

about

myself

once I finally

reach my goal

weight. I know I'm

going to get there, I have

no choice. I wasn't meant to

be fat. Why can't anybody see that?

Oh ya, because you're a fat ass Lisha....
Okay, well it's a little after 12:30am here in
Sugahood, I should probably get to bed & at least
try to sleep. Good night & pleasent dream to everyone.